Woots pay day :D

Woots .. its morning blogging time :D .. was bored so i blog something .. feel so peace today lol ... dun koe y :( anti "war-games" feeling today ... bah


ITS PAY DAY :D pay day pay day pay day .. lol $.$ means can eat more stuffs .. save somemore .. for my 2a bike buahah .. so happy when i get my 2nd pay ... lol !! ... can go out with her and have more good stuffs to eat ! (she don't wan2 eat expensive stuffs :( .. wonder y) !! .. ben and jerry ? Nooo too sweet !! y do u always eat b&j =.= i can't even take 3 mouthful of it


Was talking to wei ming abt bike yesterday haha .. be getting his very own RVF !!! hahaha finally :D .. it tempt me into wishing time fly faster ... i wan my very own 250,400cc bike .. i was bored with my 150cc bike :( though it was 2 stroke ... argh .. i need something to own some stupid cars :D ..


Amoung all the 2a bikes ... Aprilia rs 250 .. Honda pgm 4 250 .. rvf 400 .. cbr 400 .. lol .. argh tempting to go for my lovely rs250 :( but ex ... pgm 4 .. old .. but damn cool man .. the key is a card !! LOL slot in and your bike card reader and it will start ! .. with two up and down pipes .. with dry clutch which rings like a ice cream bell when u clutch in .. Omg .. tempting shit .. Upz for fast bike and cool bike .. maybe i wan that :( cheaper but also gd lol ... 2 stroke rocks :D


Meeting her on .. sat sunday haha .. sat breakfast .. =.= .. gay have to wake u early .. lol .. why she don't wan agree on my friday stuffs =x things will be simple :D sunday ... having dinner out .. maybe going over to hill top on sunday again LOL .. tempting deh .. since she don't wan2 go the line .. and eat so be it .. hill top is also good :D juicy beef ... tao gay .. vege .. fried tempan rice .. <3 lol .. as though nt as high as swiss hotel ! .. but still bird eye view is as good :D lol ...


K la .. got to go prepare to work .. Weee .. sian no personal Hp sucks Zzz karen phone spoil phone + kena water LOL SAD ~ = spoil

Joke of the season

LOL .. make my self laugh when i read so much funny stuffs today .. look my self in the mirror .. how abt u look your self b4 u call ppl ugly :D lol .. bah .. promise her i won't continue this pointless war =/ i love "wars" .. i am all game for so much fun :D ..lol .. maybe its due to too much spit shift this week .. and also the 4 days off i am gotna get Buahaha ..


so bored today =/ i actually didn't really help out at split shift at seafood station ... nothing to do today till i was brush aside to sleep LOL so sad i have no hp to actually use .. mom scold me "why didn't u use your hp and take mine" LOL .. kena owned =/ .. will get back my hp to use .. even though it is bulky .. since the person i lend got "backups" :D rich ones too buahaha


suddenly while i was working i remenber something abt navy .. LOL BLITZ I NT TALKING ABT U K nor anyone close to me .. i was jus thinking :D seriously lol .. how much do they earn per mth if they are full timers ?? .. lol what do they do ? .. what rank they can go .. isit a good future ? .. buaha .. blitz ans me pls :( LOL .. guess they mus be rich huh!?


Bike vs cars .. i still can't get over the "i'm bored of cars" thingy .. and rather after so much accidents i still can't get over the <3 for bikes :D cars .. u get evo 1-9? .. u get subaru wrx sti ? u get rally car?? .. for what =o in singapore u need a rally car LOL .. u don't do rally right ? .. why nt get a good old street race like rx-7 ? LOL .. i love rx-7 but guess i can't afford it :( .. owning price .. . lovely piece of totally street racing car :D .. i hate rally car :( worse if u spray paint it "rally" .. or put in stupid extra meters .. that shows your rpm Zz gay =o .. Worse still if u put neon .. LED .. ARgh .. can't imagine .. rally car .. even a super4 can owned them hands down :D


Bike <3 .. maybe i will come to driving when time comes :D .. no rally car even i got the stupid cash .. buahaha Bike for ppl who have more balls !!

Hooba !

its morning again .. lol .. kena "scold" by her .. coz of what i blog LOL okok .. i promise i won't bring that up again lol .. nv continue the stupid "war" ... lol .. !! i was bored :D .. thanks her .. nt me


yesterday was oyster night ! .. open alot of different oysters in front of ppl again ... big small .. wide thin . gay Z lol .. 2 plaster at my hands now :( lol . injured my self the day b4 .. sad BUT I IMPROVE !! My speed of opening lol and how nice it is .. :D .. ya tah


watch the show .."city biz " or isit city buzz lol .. talking abt shang ri la's oyster night LOL the one who open oyster is chef izak (forget how to spell) lol .. fry tempura oyster is the china chef .. and our ah gong toss and fry the orh jian LOL... CHEF POH was the one who got interviewed LOL asking what oyster nice etc .. make me laugh when i see him on the screen .. he was the chef who "taught"me how to open , and wan2 test me :(


alright looking forward to week end .. going 3 days off friday sat sunday buahaha !! going out with dear :D planning what to do .. thinking playing pool .. HMMM CAN SHE REACH THE TABLE ? LOL !! playing bowling .. HMmm .. can she hold the ball ? .. i am so evil today =x ...

Morning

lol ... i love to see the way ppl kinda talk abt the person close to me .. when they found out they have no other stuffs to talk abt me .. i love this kinda games actually Buahaha it get me into playing more i'm jus bored =D ..


Well this proved lol .. not all clever in studies ppl .. can talk well .. work well nor do well .. vocab good .. yea .. but attitude towards someone around me .. bad =( .. if u can't find words to aim me den don't try =/ its making a fool out of u and only you


i laugh when i saw that ... when pot calling kettle black .. i always ask my self .. can fat ppl call fat ppl fat ? ... can ugly ppl call ugly ppl ugly ? .. A xmm calling a xmm , Xmm ? ... don't koe ~ .. when u r fat .. u call another fat guy fat ... its sounds like .. stupid ? lol .. it makes u think ohh i am skinny ?! in fact u r nt :( Aww ... "I more mature" ... sounds ... in fact .. so wrong


Wasn't what i said abt the comments true ... thanks to elmo who teaches me .. there are girls around the world .. who jus wans ***** YEA? i agree till an extend lol ...


I am just bored early in the morning haha =D prepare to work !.. after a night slept with funny dreams .. i feel gd hahahaha


Don't worry .. i'll jus wait :)

Fast ? ..

Had work early yesterday .. work till 3 .. went out with her .. didn't koe where to go .. since is her 1st time on a bike .. went over to my hs to see cheryl =/ .. Don't worry nothing happened...


Went dinner .. and brought her home .. and my day ended like that ...


Had problems with my phone yesterday ... cannot use anymore .. guess its becaues i sms while having my shower in shang .. Zzz luckily some nice service staff borrow me =)Guess no choice have to use my o2 again


Everything was too fast .. this was fast .. that was fast .. I rode too fast ... i eat too fast .. maybe i need a dvd control ... fastforward everything ? .. or should i run at a speed of light .. where science proven if human go by the speed of light .. time run faster by a few times :)


I am tired of the same old thing .. ppl saying the same old thing .. doing the same old thing .. argh ... forget it .. maybe elmo was right .. i should listen to him few yrs back .. and even now .. :D


Poor fingers. . cut my self 2 times today

let the Good times roll :)

Had a funny day today .. 3 happening things happen .. 1 sad 1 funny HAHA ..


Feel rather idiot today .. keep droppin stuffs.. though nv break any .. =.= .. argh .. the stupid water .. whole bloody pot of water .. was suppose to wash the oysters .. was added with lemon inside .. was suppose to pour it away .. end up it slip off my hands .. too slippy .. *splash* .. knn my pants and half of my coat was wet =.= .. and smell like oyster .. argh .. bad : 1


Nx .. after i change my uniform ... i came down .. was suppose to top up the seafood on the counter .. top up half way .. one lady came over .. i was .. "good afternoon mdm" .. she was .. looking at me .. den the seafood .. and said "can i take a picture of u and the place ?" LOL .. OWNING i was stunt .. jus said .. Err ok .. den jus walk towards where she wanted .. she GRAB MY ARMS !! lock it .. 3 2 1 .. snap Zz lol EHH LADY U THINK SHANG RI LA THE LINE IS ZOO AH .. i ah meng for u to take free pictures AHA =.= .. even take picture with ah meng need $.$


LOL the whole thing spread the whole day ... laugh untill i can't take it .. =/ .. hahas


Ask her some questions yesterday LOL .. at last i dig something out from her mind haha =D GREAT .. haha .. love her for the way she cares for me [a small sms to ask me to take care riding helps =p] AHa didn't get so much caring since so long ago :( AHAHA ... i wan a polar bear for my b`day :D get it for me

Crap vs Crabs..

Receiving craps since then .. read craps since then .. hearing crap since then .. even some "guy" help .. yeah i am despo .. yea.. u hate to me see doing this .. yea .. i love to do this .. what to do ? .. Scold me lo =/ i'm bored of it .. getting boring


Who had friends who scold me bastard last time .. :D i take it .. who had someone i play pool last time to lecture me abt what i did last time .. i take it ..everything push blame to me .. i take it =/ .. i take it and forget it =o


What can i do .. do u koe why guys die earlier ? .. simple .. guys keep everything to themself .. either by smoking or drinking .. and hw abt girls .. WA COMPLAIN/show to the whole world .. cry .. den cry = guys fault .. everytime .. always .. den hw about i guy ? .. whose fault .. my own fault coz i dumb ? YEAH .. humans logic = girls cry guys fault ... guys cry .. his own fault


Zzz butoh Zzz after i think tru .. think this stupid little war has no ending ... well at least i think i got what i wan =o .. ahah


alright .. getting bored nw ..sleep .. tml still got work ..got early work on sunday early off :D WEe can go out with polar bear :D where to go what to do .. no plans yet .. Open oyster ... blah blah again tml :(


She ask a question that doubt me .. i'm being doubt ..

Yue liang dai biao shui de xin

Off day mood ..

Feeling tired .. my stupid off day gotna be usless :( .. woke up at 1pm .. now slacking in front of my com .. doing nothing .. sms-ing .. thinking ... slacking my day off .. maybe going to the gym later ? .. try play with my bike ? ..or should i stay at home and slack :D


seriously the book "Best restaurant of the year 2007" .. is good haha .. alot of places to koe where to eat .!! buahaha .. going to the line for lunch/dinner nx sunday with her buahah .. Food food food :D


Found out i'm a Great lier .. LOL .. in fact i should get a diploma/degree in it :) lol .. nt in all stuff la deh .. only some .. only some :D some that cause SOMEONE to feel w/e he/she feels after i lied AHAHA .. i felt i have fun during my teens years doing funny stuffs .. only la .. half the time .. the another half doing serious stuff .. And i found out .. if i lie .. why should anyone belive .. should active brains to scan "are u lying?" .. :D LOL .. spare me the innocent thing .. i'm tired of listening to that .. if anyone is innocent in this earth lol ..i'll be bald tml :) no one is innocent la pls


Also I am despo !! YES .. I AM DESPO AHAHA .. AHAHa ... i feel good when anyone tell me that any moment from today onwards lol ..YES YES i am only child .. i need a compan to be with me haha .. if not half my life time i'm so bored .. u won't koe the feeling of being lonely since young .. cut me the crap of saying "ohh .. my brothers are attatched .. ohh i an feel .. " bah .. i lonely since young .. .. u have a big family since young .. ya dun tell me your family and u nt close next .. my parents working like 24/7 .. blah blah .. i can't see how same u and i are =o ... we are so different .. u love your wild life .. i love my plain ones :D


pushing blames .. hmm .. it takes two hands to clap .. yea .... i hate it when ppl jus say and can't do it .. A little less conversation, a little more action please =/ .. I feel so lazy to continue now ...


Gtg .. find something to do now .. can't go out she got something on tml mus prepare now :( ... alright bb


She , She taste unlike u and also sweeter :)

Absence makes the heart fonder

Work was easy today ... 70-100pax only in the restaurant =.= .. wasn't really bz like madness .. rather slack till i got bored i walk around the darn whole open kitchen and open up everything and see what is today's dishes .. LOL maybe if guest ask i also can ans


Was bored today .. + hp no batt = cannot sms dear :( stand around like cock head..


alright .. nx week got 3 days off .. friday sat sunday .. WEee .. 1 ph .. 2 rest days :D .. but still .. only 1 day she is free for me :( ..sunday .. Absence makes the heart fonder LOL thats what she says .. but thats not what i feel now :( ..i'm so sad ..


Ok gtg sleep .. i got back my bike weee


I'll love the ways she cares about me :) .. which makes her different from the way i was treated like dirt and unappreciated thanks alot

Tyre Pumpchek

ARGH .. super bad week ..nt really .. jus that i'm, selfish i agree .. i'm sorry .. haha


Bike tyre pumchek on my way to petrol station .. argh .. have to tow it to ah kim .. to help me jus touch up my tyre :( .. nvm i also need to service my bike LOL sunbian =p


Yesterday i remenber i was out with lewis .. chatting abt how dumb he used to be .. and maybe me LOL .. Wasting out time away with impossibles ... lewis u should koe wtf is saying HAHA .. 2 stupid idiots sitting on the k n n b c c b right ?! .. screw them !


Aniway .. To her .. sorry i was selfish to say that .. =) .. Lets jus say we bring it till your studies end .. and my shatec + attatchment ends .. in the mean time guess its low profile?


Time to sleep i guess ..

Replica ..

Can't sleep ... now is 5am in the morning.. So jus blog =o


Didn't start my day really well ... didn't want2 talk the whole day .. so kinda "orh" , "ok" my day away ..


end my work .. went out with lewis .. didn't get a chance to chill out with him since i entered shang .. too tiring ..


End up we chat abt relationship .. abt him wanting to start one .. but barriers is stopping him to ..


So .. sort of think some b`day stuff for his "girl" haha .. i am good at planning such shit ...plan quite a few stuffs lol .. hope his relationship work out this time :D .. i'm always happy for my friends to be in got the be good relationships HAHA


Thanks for those who as if i'm alright .. i'm alright :)


Replica of what happen ... she need to study .. i'm working .. her important year this yr .. same as what used to happened .. maybe it wasn't the right time ..and i dun koe y i always got the wrong time .. and i always got the same answer .. well at least this time is better i guess ? haha .. I was jus thinking "chance" ..Do i even have that ? ..i wish i was given ..


Time to go sleep .. tml will be another day ... hais ...

Stand up , Move forward..

Heard this Sentence alot of times .. different versions .. but finally i heard one which really kinda knock some "sense" into me


"You have strong legs,Stand up .. Move on!!,God made eyes in front of the Face so you will look forward ..only look back when you choose to turn around and do so"


Yeah .. After Hearing this ... Its time to move on :) i'm no longer a kid!! i'm going army nx year .. and in the "working" class now in shangri la .. so many adults surround me .. making me look like a kid .. time to get serious in life ..


What happened had happened .. maybe its back to the motto i had once .. which i demolished maybe i wasn't strong enough haha .. "Nv Regret in what you do,it can't bring back anything" :) Time to rock the world!! BE STRONG ARON AHAHA


God is surrounded by fakes ..

Habits

Old Habit Die hard .. isn't it ? lol .. Nah forget it ..


Still same logic .. "kill when someone kills .. get killed when you kill .. when will war ends" Why do ppl nv understands ..


Nvm .. lazy to play this little game .. i'm too old for that anyway i have a life to do then then to play the game for no lifes


GTG NOW .. Time to work !! ..

Stupid Off day ...

Stupid off day .. Dumb Enough Zz .. lol.. at home play a game of dota .. was bored ... i re-watch Full metal alchemist .. touched again :(


Alright i got this picture Of the only picture yesterday while at secret garden





LOL Y DO Janice LOOK SO SAD ?! :( .. Lousy photo shooter or lousy model ! .. Aniway thats the "sin-in-love" dessert ... Lovely right =x .. ARGH i still think she is like depressed or something like that Zz >=/ .. Lousy lousy ..


Yawns time to sleep .. have to find some ENTERTAINMENT for friday since SOMEONE said she wasn't FREE !? GOOD NIGHT

That thing you Do

You, doing that thing you do
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you, dont mean to be cruel
You never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through
Well I'm trying trying to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do

I know all the games you play
And I'm gonna find a way to let u know that
You'll be mine someday
Cause we, we'd be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me
Cause I'm trying trying to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl
But I know one thing's for sure
It's your love I haven't got girl
And I just can't take it anymore

Cause we, we'd be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new
And if I know you you're doing that thing
Everyb day just doing that thing
I can't take you doing that thing you do

Mother's day !

HaPPY MOTHERS DAY !! WEee .. Alright .. Today lunch was ultra bz ... 500pax .. 2 rounds of ppl haha .. crazyness ..


Gurmit singh and the flying dutchman was there .. :D With their family i guess ... Haha .. y the Jade nv follow them :( .. SAD


Went out with Janice after my work ... was rushing though .. 1st time tried SLS Toilet .. for shower LOL .. DAMN SONG I GO IN DUN FEEL LIKE COMING OUT TILL I FOUND OUT I AM ALMOST LATE !! WARM WATER + Overhead shower = 20min shower :D


Rush to P.S To meet Her .. to watch spiderman 3 .. nt bad =/ ... Venom was Dumb, Sandman Was too idiotic , Spiderman Shirt torn too many times , Harry osborn Face kena burn like monkey's ass ... Mary jane nt pretty =( ..lol .. Overall Spiderman = 3/5 stars .. Worth watching if u are a marvel fan .. I AM :D


Went over to Secret Garden For Dinner .. haha Wasn't so bad after all :).. Tried their pesto chicken salad .. Janice had her soup of the day "cream of brocoli" .. Yuck =( Wanted to take picture .. End up after i put into my mouth den i remenber "shit forget to take picture" LOL .. NVM !


Den comes our main course .. i had OX tail stew ... and she her .. Crayfish and "whatever" pasta ... can't remenber Zz lol .. Ox tail served with mashed potatos with some breads for dips .. Woots .. kinda like it .. ox tail was soft ... due to stew .. Flavourful hahas .. Bread dip was as good as dipping it into good old curry chicken/Blackpepper crab :D Bagus Sedap !! Vegetable was the mire poix lol .. i dun koe y i like to eat mire poix .. soft :D carrots ,leek .. onions .. HAHA <3 .. Softy WEee .. better den stupid zukini Zzz ..


Once again , WE wanted to take picture .. But "hunger" took control of us ... We ate a few mouthful b4 realising that "SHIT AGAIN" LOL .. SAD SAD SAD SAD .. Ox tail marinated with red wine .. cook in brown stock as stew .. red wine inside Woot .. strong red wine smell .. :D


Restaurant Embience : 4/5 .. Appitizer : 3/5 ... oxtail : 4/5 :D Cray fish nv try =.= lol ..


Stars worth of going for a meal : 4/5 .. 1 point coz of green apple :( i will be better if they have fresh juice instead ..


Finally .. comes the "main" item .. haha =x .. Call The restaurant yesterday to make special request ... like having the dessert come straight after main course ... With a candle on it


LOL Janice didn't really got suprised due to the the service staff y put spoon !!!! "sin-in-love" was the name .. Made out of coffee ice-cream with hot warm brownies .. DAMN SONG SIAK THE BROWNIES ... And also server with hot fondue chocolate ..


NVM .. Gtg sleep now .. Tml get some pictures post here :D .. SECRET GARDEN

Happy mother's day/Happy b`day janice

Ok .. I am sleeping early ... i'll jus blog what i wan2 say asap haha


Today do free ot again =/ help out seafood counter see what i can learn .. haha luckily i stayed (go home also nothing to do , might as well stay =o) .. Learn how to Cook Lobster in it's freshest form .. SERIOUSLY SWEET :D .. Done Crab , Scallop and lobsters today ...


Scallop was ez .. Lobsters was ok .. Problem comes with Crab .. When i look at it fresh .. alive ..with their pincers trying to break over the bamboo ropes ... i was ZZzzzZzZz LOL ... at the moment i prayed lol ... ok at least i jus kena poke by their stupid shells ..


How to make a crab sleep .. Ez .. Throw them into a pot of ice cold water :D .. They WON'T MOVE after 5 mins HAHAHA <3 ..


Learn how to cut its legs and etc .. lol didn't try crab coz i was bz helping with other stuffs .. though i am off working hs ... but looks like their bz hrs is only jus begining ... mother's day eve =o ..


Tml is Finally jan's b`day haha .. This time its kinda well plan .. though only 1 week .. $.$ wasn't a problem this time round .. only time is a problem :( i have to work morning till 3pm .. and stupid spiderman3 only shows at 4pm .. after after 4pm only can watch at 6 .. Which is like WTF...WTF ... WTF .. WTF ... WTF .. WTF ..why can't 5pm .. mus 4 and 6 .. CB .. 5+ spiderman in hole eating peanuts AH ? CB fark Cathay for stupid timing they have .. Dumb


nvm .. HAHA .. Luckily chef allowed me to go off early tml .. WEee ... alright .. BB

Seafood,Open oyster .sashimi ..

Been appointed to the "seafood and jap" station .. what to do ? Cut sashimi for ppl .. Cook seafood and put on the ice thingy .. Open ultra lots of oysters which makes your hands cry .. smells of seafood b4 i go home ..


Have problems doing handrolls .. Tmd .. pussyfied Zz .. problem making it sharp .. kena "niao" jus because of that ... lucky i do well opening oysters .. if nt kena fark like nbcb


Oh ya .. talking abt oysters .. was specially taught by Sous chef himself when he walk pass me and see me having problems opening oysters .. LOL .. luckily got results to show him i can open :D though nt v.fast


Sashimi .. Sians .. cut .. cut cut .. seafood steam/blunch/cut .. sushi plate .. oh ya ... that wasabi shit sucks ..have to prepare wasabi . imagine .. u breath .when u r making wasabi .. den u breath in .. OMG THE WASABI IS SO STRONG IT MAKE ME COUGH AND TEAR !! .. Farking shit


Learn quite a few stuffs aniway .. hope to go back local side ... i rather spend more time split shift while learn from chef den to go home early .. work early .. so stupid ..


ALRIGHT This sunday Janice's b`day ... Gtg out to try Secret garden with her.. Sort of done some reservation =) Done my shopping yesterday which is my off day ... sort of got her some lame stuffs la Zzz i dun koe why i get that LOL .. i sucks at buying present k ?! .. Hope The Secret garden is nice ... for more info ... HAHA ... :D


thats all good night ^^

Canon in D =)

Fall in love with rock this few days .. getting me all alive again .. Take time to listen to this haha .. Not many ppl will like it but i simply love it :D THE NOISE OTHER DEN FALL OUT BOY BUAHAHA .. ENJOY !! LISTEN

One night and one more time !

I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sends you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand (one night stand off)

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

One night and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"



Thanks Fall out boy for this Punk rock song which brings out something =) Esp the ending part when He crash everything up .. Clever ppl will koe what does the ending means =) .. Hidden meaning


Alright ... Haven't been eating since i was having my high fever .. Ate nothing during the day i'm sick , Ate a bun yesterday and i am full the whole day .. And now .. i drank a farking cup of pepsi and i am like so full Zz


Something will nv change Huh ... leopard Will nv lose it spots .. Now i feel better thanks to your forever nv changing style of doing stuffs :D

Sick day ...

Short post .. Sick , Vomit , Jab .. 2 days mc lots of medic .. Slept the whole day , Didn't eat a single shit today .. Mad mood since 3 days ago .. can't sleep now due to over sleeping .. Watch last 3 esp of "the hospital" .. Feel worse now den ever ..


New b`day wish uploaded , Feel like dying tomorow , Feel so stupid .. Feel so lonely or rather i'm alone since young .


Feel so many stuffs ... thanks to "the hospital" i feel very bad now .. Thanks to my cousin's hp which screensaver was "True love doesn't need conditions" .. While all along in my life of law "People cannot gain anything without sacrificing something" ..


i am feeling damn bad .. nt jus how sick i am , how i feel now ... something doubting if there is really someone Above to help us .. Things isn't going my way