Settle down .. ? .. Maybe nt

Been thinking alot while i work this whole week ... thinking of what used to happen, whats happening .. and what gotna happen ..


Well .. after a long though .. and what elmo told me .. Woman r really money suckers ... most of them ... i remenber once i was told by someone that she knows of someone who have 2 boyfriend ... 1 as a real bf .. another one jus for $ ..Maybe she was saying about herself haha .. nvm ..


past .. hmm shits happened .. well nothing much to say already though ... was bored of it ..


Present .. got into quite a stupid status ... after i went out with y.s that day for sushi buffet ... The whole of Italian Station knew it .. and start saying us together .. blah blah .. well i am not ready for relationships .. yet


My buddies around me are getting attatched one by one .. till i guess i'm the last man standing .. even nick .. said he is sick of playing around .. long for a gf ..


Gotna get bored soon .. everyone will have their own partners .. and i'll be alone again like what happened ... i told pei xin .. someone who work there .. she is having her 1st relationship ..well i gave her advice ... 1st time will be hard ..well not really sometimes if u r seriously in relationships and all u get is shit .. even u r the one who broke off .. it hurts quite awhile b4 the devil in u calls u to take something call "revenge" .. hate .. for that person u wan him/her jus tortured .. die .. inflict pain on him/her ..


Sians .. 1 more mth to my b`day .. guess i'll be rather alone again .. no presents ... no nothing .. and yeah ... gotna get back my o2 .. i miss him .. since i promise i will borrowed it till my b`day ... few more weeks .. gotna major repair it i guess .. =/


Tml onwards i'll be working at salad bar .. doing something like what garde m.j does .. finish my job in italian .. =/ .. nx week sat sunday off .. guess either i'll hop my self to a pub alone or grab elmo and etcs to club .. drink drank drunk .. ITS PAY DAY FOR GOD SAKE I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND ON MYSELF AND SOME HOTCHICKS :D


Can feel the satan growing in me daily .. he was an angel once .. because he didn't bow down to God's creation "man" .. and he wanted to to show he was as good as Him .. he disobey him ... and was send to hell ..His angel name "lucifer" .. and now its call satan ... 666 is the number ... Who is satan .. no body knows ...


Alright .. gotna plan what to do nx week .. sat sunday ...


Satan .. is he someone .. or something that grows in you ..